Eat, Dance, Study, Sleep = Life.

Eat, Dance, Study, Sleep = Life.

The motto thats currently running in my system.

But hold on, I'm missing one more piece. "HER"

It should look like this now:

Eat, THINK ABOUT HER, Dance, THINK ABOUT HER, Study, THINK ABOUT HER, Sleep, THINK ABOUT HER.

Sorry to break the bad news, but this blog post will not be discussing about my whole life style, but mainly how my life style relates to HER.

Literally, when I wake up; the first thing I think of is HER. When i'm waiting at the trolley station; I always wonder where she's at. When i'm in the bus; I just cant get her our my head. When class is over; I just want to grab her attention before she leaves.. but I tend to fail a lot.

& the fact that this process happens everyday. I LOVE it.

Every story has their downturns, right?

So here's the bad part.. SHE, doesn't really know how I feel about her or not that I know of.

SHE knows that I like her & i'm pretty sure she likes me as well.. I think. But anyways, SHE & I have our moments, those giggles, laughs, and especially those awkward moments. I'd like to emphasize on AWKWARD, because it tends to happen a lot :(

I mean like, I try my best to make it not awkward or boring at all. I would dance out of nowhere to make her smile. Say a cheesy line to guarantee that beautiful smile. Do anything it takes to make her happy. 

But I also need to understand if she doesn't want a guy right now. But bringing down my confidence right now wouldn't be the brightest idea at the moment.

Why am I so scared to lose, when she's not even mine. I always think about that question, and my answer is always the same.

She's worth it. Worth the wait. Worth fighting for.

But the real question now is.. Is she worth the wait?

Things change, shit happens, and you can't just expect everything to be fine in a blink. Haha, welcome to my world.

Another Chance? Wait What? PART 2.

Dont start something you cant finish.

 



  Every action has their consequences, and these consequences can be a bitch.

When you say something, try keeping your word. You'll earn trust and respect. No doubt.

 

Actions speaks louder than words, please keep that in mind.

 

" Sticks & Stones May Break My Bones, But Words Will Never Hurt Me " BULLSHIT.

 

 

Words can be just as strong as actions, just depends on the type of situation you are.

So, let me give you an example (my story).

When you tell someone you like them, the rightful action is to justify what you said. Actions would help alot. Especially when you lead them on.. Or even leading them to nothing.

I've realized that when you start liking someone, make sure their on the same page as you. Dont get too over ahead and take it slow.

So this takes us back to my hook:
"Dont start something you cant finish."

Don't act like a fool or try fooling me, it's pretty obvious.

I'm pretty sure that this can relate to many individuals, so word of advice. Keep your word.

Passion for Dan-ssion

Dancing is my passion; something I love to do & can never give up on. It's one of my reliable resources to run away from stress.

When you find something you love to do, don't let words bring you down. Make it your passion, and make sure its never boring. You'll regret not doing what you want.

Personally, I wanted to be a singer.. but I've realized dancing is what caught my interest more. But, education is my main priority and will always be.

There are many reasons why I dance; to impress friends, , and for my own personal interests. Getting better and better each day.

Dancing is what keeps me calm, calm to the point where I can run from reality. 

While dancing, its those natural vibes that catches my hype.

I've literally been dancing since I was in diapers, and ever since than, my style of dancing has developed over time.

During middle school & high school years; we formed this dance crew name S.W.A.G. The crew basically consisted on 4 members. Steven, Wilson, Aldrich, and Gerald. 

When you have an open opportunity to DANCE, do it! Well.. That's what I do. Literally..

I get laughed at, made fun of, just because I have a passion for dancing. But in reality, they wouldn't be able to accomplish on what I've done. 

Dance everyday = Stronger Mentality = A Favorable Person.
That's just my perspective.

Do you really believe that..? PART 1.

Don't always believe what you hear, find out the truth first before you assume.

So for you fellers or ladies out there, expect rumors about you. This is what you call reality. Everyone hates it, but you cant really do anything about it.

I myself have experienced this so called bullshit ass rumors; making my reputation look bad & having my peers judge me. The feeling you get towards this is, hatred, no sense of trust and denied.

Honestly, I deal with this bullshit everytime I try to get to know somebody. The fact that this bothers you, is what eats you inside. Taking your confidence down.

Trying my best to hope for the best, and hoping its outcomes are positive feedback.

So here's a little story, so sit back and relax.

There's this girl who I really like, she likes me back, we were doing so good, a love life I wanted, than.. rumors she heard about me changed the way she thought of me. Judged me differently, everything became a disaster. But I never gave up, till than im still trying to persuade her.

Rumors and Lies are bitches, you just dont want them in your life.

Prepare yourself.

Your real friends are the one who actually believe you. So dont take the chance to lose their trust, because those are the ones who will stay by your side through the end.

Eat Some Cucumbers..

Story Time,

Do you like cucumbers? I dont like them haha. But I certainly do love RICE. Well, i'm blogging about this vid because this song relates to my life, love life to be precise. I'm pretty sure nobody is actually reading and finding this post interesting, but whoever is actually reading this, Herro Durr! This song

JRA - By Chance (You&I), really hits me.. Why? Cause I wish I could tell how I really feel about this girl.. A girl? Who? What girl? Well, this girl. Man, she's the highlight of my day, and usually the first amazingly astonishing beautiful face I usually see in the beginning of my day. I can talk to her, I can make her smile, and even try to impress her by dancing. But is it enough to call her my girl? AHA, I dont think so. Maybe i'm going too fast, or maybe im going to slow, or even maybe there's another guy. I honestly dont know, but does that mean im going to give up? FUCK NO. There's obviouslly something about her that makes me wanna fight for her. This girl doesnt even know how beautiful she is, she's the type of girl that you call beyond beautiful, a beautiful creation. I may sound cheesy, but hey its true! Funny thing is, I can express my emotions and feelings through this text, a little thing I call venting, but when it comes to face first eye contact, its all giggles, laugh, and my shyness takes over, making me hesitate to start a conversation with HER. Especially it gets awkward when its just HER & I sitting with each other, because it just tends to be quiet the whole time, unless friends come over. I wish I could do something about that, but I just cant do anything. This doesnt mean im always like this.. im only like this when im around HER & only HER. I'm going to try my best to win her heart and knowing there will be roadblocks along the way, i'll get passed by them by having HER as my motivation. As days passes by, I regain my confidence by actually going up and talking to HER, but I tend to hesitate because I honestly dont know how to start the conversation. This girl keeps me speechless. This is why SHE's very special to me and I cant afford giving up, so i'd like to dedicate this song to HER.

The End.
To be continued..